I know. It's been a while.

But I stepped through the looking glass and haven't been around to update.
I'm sorr about that.

So last I left you, I was going to see Hayley.

She was amazing. Beautiful! It was as if she was glowing on that stage! (Mostly because she's super pale. <3) Everything was brilliant. But the best part?
SHE TALKED TO ME.
Me... oh my god. I nearly died right there! Oh, she gives me so much inspiration. I really love her.
Jimmy Eat World was very theraputic for me. I needed it.

I had an off week after that. I didn't even know who I was for a while. I temporarily lost it. But it's back together now. =]

Now, that is due to the fact that I WON THE PANIC AT THE DISCO MEET & GREET!

I'm going to meeet Ryan Ross! The man of my dreams! Ohhhh. <3

Now I can NOT be fat when I meet the man of my dreams! What will he think of me? I can only imagine.

I decided i'll wear my Alice in Wonderland shirt. He likes Alice in Wonderland as much as I do. Now that's something. I'm thinking about getting him a gift. Oh, i'm very happy.

Motivation at it's best.